No more pencils, no more books, no more... WHAT?!


Graduating from college is a huge accomplishment. It means you've somehow survived something along the lines of 17 years of school (give or take a year for you super seniors). It also means you will soon be thrust into the world of adulthood. Even those who can manage putting off entering the big, scary grown-up realm by traveling or simply enjoying one last summer, will someday reach that moment where it's time to figure things out. And, while growing up is fine and dandy, realizing that it's all over - really, really over - is a big step. Since I graduated a semester early, I thought the equally hated and anticipated "back to school" time wouldn't affect me. Well, I was wrong. There is something strange about not having to buy books or pens or a million other things that used to encompass the shopping sprees leading up to school. It really hit me that school and all that goes along with it was over for me when I was shopping a few weeks ago. I didn't really have anything in particular to buy, but as I was browsing the aisles, I ended up face to face with the school supplies. It was like a standoff occured, an inner turmoil between my childhood self and the adult me, suddenly no longer needing these things. Would I ever need to buy crayons again? Probably not for myself, anyway. What about those cool binders that I used to decorate with pictures and stuff needless sheets of papers into until they were bursting at the seams? I guess not. Hmm, this was stranger than I thought. Since my shopping experience, I've realized that it's just plain weird to not be in school, but at the same time oh, so exciting. For those of you still experiencing the post-graduate freak out, check out this site. As for me, I think I'll start visiting the office supply room more often.

2 comments:

Kelly September 15, 2007 at 11:32 AM  

Hey Amanda this is Brooke's friend, Kelly! I just started a blog as well and I agree 100% with your thoughts in this post. I touched on the topic in one of my posts too. We are so old!

Anonymous October 8, 2007 at 1:22 PM  

Dear Amanda, Oct 5, 2007
I get a massage q2weeks from a lady I met when Todd started Mother Goose Nursery School. Her second child was the same age as Lynne so of course..off to Mother Goose again. We live in different school districts so the kids are nor really close but Wanda & I have remained friends. We were remarking how this was the first year we didn't have to send anyone off to school with all the crayons, binders, and poster board. Similar thoughts about the same, different generations. May you remember this someday.
Love, Pat xoxo

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My name is Amanda and I'm a twentysomething. To some, this may seem young. To me, it's a whole new world. These are my thoughts on life, the world and surviving that enivitable quarter-life crisis.

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